Anyone who suffers from depression knows that you can explain how you feel or why you feel that way. Most days it is a much shorter list to explain what makes you happy than what you are sad about.
People around you feel like you are just lazy or unmotivated but what they really don't understand is that you would give ANYTHING to feel excitement or joy. You would give your right arm to have enough energy just to shower and make your bed.
Depression sucks all of the life out of your body and soul. It consumes your energy and leaves you feeling as empty as a discarded egg shell.
It can make you sleep or keep you restless. The only constancy with depression is the black hole of helplessness you sink further and further into everyday.
I feel like the worst part of it is that you pass this generational curse on to those you love the most, your children.
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